DEAR FUTURE LOVER

DEAR FUTURE LOVER

Dear future lover,

I don’t want you to promise me that you will always love me because I will not be able to keep that promise myself.

 I want you to annoy me and hurt me and piss me off all at the same time because that will be the exact moment where I will push you against the wall, fridge, cupboard or door anything that is closer and kiss you till you do not stop talking.

I don’t want you to promise me that you will always copulate with me just because Lovers need to.

I want you to tell me about all your worries and stress and how long and hard your day was, so that I could just pull you a little closer while making out and tighten my arms around you and gently whisper in your ears “everything is going to be okay…”

I don’t want you to promise me that you will always be the sensible and understanding one.

I want you to scold me and be angry with me whenever I am wrong or I misbehave but please don’t get carried away and start throwing things at me because I know I am not that flattering but I promise to be that Choco chip ice cream which will help you soothe your burning sensations.

I don’t want you to promise me that you will always be that girl with remarkable lipstick, perfect hairs, wearing heels and one piece just so that I will find you loveable and attractive.

I want you to eat, burp, sleep, dance, drop gas bombs and whatsoever without even giving the warning signs, I want you to be comfortable because even if you are wearing my oversized hoodie and printed shorts with messy hairs I could just look at you forever and find you way more attractive and loveable.

Whenever there is loud music around you doesn’t matter if we are on the streets I know you will sing as loud as possible and dance on it, and I promise you I will never disown you or embarrass when you will do that because you find happiness in every little thing and every little thing of yours matters to me. I promise I will take our intimate photos and edit them in a way that they will look artsy and write poem about them and post them on Instagram but I will not tag you in any, but I will keep tagging you in memes though, just the way you like it. I promise I will write you more letters telling you things that I couldn’t do regardless of actually doing those things. I promise I will give you all that balloons with fairy lights because I know how cliché and overrated you find those roses and candles.

Dear lover, I don’t want you to promise me that you will love me forever because I will not be able to keep that promise myself,

But I promise you I will trust you, I will respect you, I will support your decisions and I will always be proud to be the one standing next to you.

And I promise I will save the last bite of cake for you always.

With warm hugs and kisses……!

Your lover.